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today

today is birthday

it lonely

people celebrate thing I never had

many say autistic not care this things

.

some don’t

I care

it matter because never have

because something special to other people but I not know why

how can understand something never have if not explain

.

very few remember birthday

few that remember be nice not upset talk about too much

it just another day

.

other day was four years since have stroke

four year ago was in hospital

if not covid I be hospital now

.

everything hard

I alone

I not understood

I sad and tired

.

all want is see my love

be in arms again

sleep next to

.

nothing feel safe

Disability

Different Not Less

I been have difficult time. I worry about how hard everything for people trying help me. I know not easy everything happening with me and need big help. It been very hard and scary and I am very scare be leave alone again. I don’t want to die. I know alone again I will die.
I’m not only one like this. This happening to me happening to many everywhere.
I beg you this. Open eyes. See truth. Notice what been tried to hide. Value the disabled. Value those like me. Help. Don’t leave us isolated and alone. We have worth we matter. Together we are strong. unite. Stand with me. For me. For them. For all of us. Build a better future.
we are worthy of living. Let us live. Let us show you the beauty in our lives. We are beautiful. All of us. Open your heart to it and see the wonders of our worlds.
different not less

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autism, communication, Disability

Forgotten

This not a happy write.
this is Butter. Butter my assistance dog in training.
Butter is why I alive right now.

I get forgotten.
people say what happen when I not here for my child. People say but you not like my child. People say what about the one wear diaper helmet not can take care themselves.
I this person.
I not meant be alone ever. I hit head bang on wall bite self hurt bad. I need helmet I use diaper I not talk voice words. I can’t ask food drink not be able tell hungry thirsty pain sick. I not able take care self.
what happen when nobody caring me?
I forgotten.
I left alone I hurt self I starve I dehydrate. If take hospital I left bed alone nobody give drink nobody feed. Meltdown in hospital be isolate. Nobody talk me.
I not can communicate away people know good. Not can say help not can say hurt not can say pain. Scream be leave alone.
send home no help. Send home not know anyone to care. Forgotten.
you want help like me? Listen. Understand all communicate not just word. include. Make community support all. Help understand help accommodate intellectual disability.
stop leaving. Stop ignore what happen. Stop forget

me.
I be left die. I be left no health care until die. Too late.
no carer mean no get up mean sore mean pain mean starve.
help before bad.
before message world say you not important. Before understand not matter all want dead.

Butter help be alive.

(Image of a golden dog looking around a door with a plush duck in his mouth)

a golden dog looking around a door with a plush duck in his mouth
Butter with Duck
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Question answer 1

CW: cult mention, child trafficking

Hello I answer question. This hard say.
question ask was “Are you familiar with Latin America or Peru?”
yes I is Hispanic. I from Uruguay.
I grow up in cult. When baby be steal take America then after to Australia.
Spanish my first language.
I never know who family is never safe find.
I just over one year away cult. Everything still hard scary.
understand what say Spanish when computer read out.
thank you question.

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