Tumblr person said I American
I not I Australia
not understand why
person said like I liar
make upset
people say thing not true about I all live
not nice say what I said wrong
you rude do that
I know I I know live
you not I stop be rude
make meltdown not happy
bully make I not online before
make I not talk long time
not ok
I want friend
people tired me
not like what treat I like
talk at I not conversation I
make I feel outside alone
not include people
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friends are hard to keep
I do not sleep I do not sleep
my loneliness runs deep
you in my heart i do keep
many many i have lost
are you not sad im asked
but at what cost
I grieve and try to hold on
I do not show what I feel the same
the pain inside a burning flame
grieve is not something I can do
friends are hard to keep
I do not sleep I do not sleep
my loneliness runs deep
you in my heart i do keep
many many i have lost
are you not sad im asked
but at what cost
I grieve and try to hold on
I do not show what I feel the same
the pain inside a burning flame
grieve is not something I can do
while starving struggling I am too
15/11/20 6:27AM
we paint the world
with words
with colours
with movement
our words in many forms
text symbol picture sign
colour in art clothes craft home
movement in dance sport stims
our stims are our words
our colours
our dance
sometimes sad
sometimes happy
we are art
we are different
we are the same
we are beautiful wonderful creator
of our world
we are the dance
we are the paint
we are art
by Jay
Written with Unity 144
Content warning : talk of abuse
09/11/20 3:44PM
hello. I get question sometimes people ask. I be answer some when I can. I still learning words on communication device everyday learn new but take many repeat to know them.
sometimes I write these blog post and people think I talking about them. When I write something it because happen many time me and remember from many many time. I can be hurt once and nobody know because take long long time be say.
if you think I write about you what you doing so bad I write it? not have wrote about my partners on this because not like private be take.
so ask you why think I do about you? And if worry I say about you what you doing so bad to me?
some have ask name the cult I was in that taken me and name tribe was take from. I not going answer that it put me in dangerous if people stranger knowing. I have stay safe. Don’t do this asking me about that. It rude ask and same rude ask about what happen to person. Talk my trauma when I ready and I have picture word to say it.
I not have word many thing still. My language is little and slow and learn more and more when can.
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